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完美先生 - 掰

  • Writer: Elaine Ng
    Elaine Ng
  • Apr 20, 2016
  • 2 min read

  世上大抵沒有完滿的愛,要不燃燒,要不持久,兩者不可共存,能夠和平分手,已夠幸運。                          亦舒-《掰》   能夠和平分手,大概因雙方感情都回落了,或是冰凍三尺,早就做了準備。「其實世上那有不胖的甜品,或是恆久的愛戀,不老的紅顏,均是自欺欺人」,對呀!那有完美的人種,永樂的美夢,無非是一堆虛無的遐想。   人大了,受過教訓,今次懂得怎泯著心去說離別。再說,完美先生悄變平凡人,夢醒了,那又可怪誰?要怪就怪自己「共你一再糾纏 那麼欲斷不斷」,在燦爛時不捨放手,當comfortable靜悄悄出現,方意識和完美先生過坐不離座的簡單生活不是我想要的。   和完美先生的戀愛原是激情燃燒,沒將來過去,活在當下,天堂一樣。從天堂回到人間,理應就此散去,被糖舌蜜口哄哄又走回頭路,直至蔻丹褪色才明瞭花火快盡,不可再耗下去了,與其等那一天關係崩裂腐朽時,一切旖旎溫馨變得齷齪不堪,倒不如先走一步。我見識過那醜陋,曾經親愛精誠,最後兩人劍拔弩張,何苦?恐怕所有人都有自私的一面,完美先生也不例外,分開也離不開總要一戰才甘休,只是幾句就讓我潸然淚下,蹂躪了我的堅強。   「我真的不想跟你爭辯,這是不必要的。不要說出難聽的話去毀掉我們之間所建立的信任,好嗎?」我流淚說著。他才瞥然放下刀劍,向我說了聲對不起,我連忙把祝福捧上,他總算把我放在心底裡。差一點就摧毀所有舊有溫情,良辰美景,人生第一次完滿收場,原來要全靠自己。   愛情裡從來就沒有對或錯,一隻手拍不響,那有空穴來風,反正大家都擁有過,能笑說道別,夫復何求?就此罷休吧。

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"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason for madness."- Friedrich Nietzsche

 

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We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything – what a waste!”

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We cling to memories as if they define us, but they don’t. What we do is what defines us.” - Ghost in the Shell. 

 

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“The true man wants two things: danger and play.  For that reason he wants woman, as the most dangerous plaything.”- Friedrich Nietzsche

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