是單身又不覺得自己是單身都一段時間了。
他是個很孩子氣的人，這段時間相處下來，我發現我也很孩子氣，我原來一點都不想長大，不想負責任，我甚至覺得和其他人相處時需要表現得成熟世故是作狀。
有一次我因爲一個舊人情緒崩潰，他在旁把我抱緊，叫我不要再精神上鞭打自己，我問他要是沒有人接受這麼孩子氣的我怎麼辦？我快30歲了，我還喜歡跟阿毛說話。
他說：「你可能很意外，可是很多人喜歡這樣的你，做自己的你。」
謝謝他陪我走過很混亂的2018，讓我在這過程中找回自己。
Thank you for taking care of me. Happy birthday my dear.
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason for madness."- Friedrich Nietzsche
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything – what a waste!”
- Call me by your name
We cling to memories as if they define us, but they don’t. What we do is what defines us.” - Ghost in the Shell.
“The true man wants two things: danger and play. For that reason he wants woman, as the most dangerous plaything.”- Friedrich Nietzsche