以前，我總是在他趕上班的時候，睡眼惺忪的打開手臂要抱抱和親親。他說我根本就還在睡，手臂無力地揮動著，好可愛。
今天，身份不一樣了，我依舊在他走的時候打開手臂，他肉緊的親了我的額頭幾次，摸摸我的頭好讓我繼續睡。
從他嘴脣的力度，我知道他還是愛我的。每次想到這，我的心就痛到抽戚。無能為力給予我們的，是一番折磨又一番成長。
____________________________________________
我們一起看第一集的時候，以為會以夫妻身分看第三集。他們大團圓，我們沒有。
他們的兒子也叫Teddy，他說你之後還是可以叫你的兒子Teddy，我說不要，那是我倆兒子的名字；缺任何一方，這個名字就失去本來的意思了。
我抿緊了嘴脣，把臉轉到另一邊。
儘管知道我們不會再有以後，還是為了曾經的夢哭到一塌糊塗。
____________________________________________
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason for madness."- Friedrich Nietzsche
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything – what a waste!”
- Call me by your name
We cling to memories as if they define us, but they don’t. What we do is what defines us.” - Ghost in the Shell.
“The true man wants two things: danger and play. For that reason he wants woman, as the most dangerous plaything.”- Friedrich Nietzsche
Comments